THE BLOG-GATE

“Chhodna chahta hu…par chhod nai pata..”

Yahi kaha tha na tune usse.!?

Jo 6 mahino pehle mila tha tujhe…

Shayad Facebook par..ya insta pe…?

‘Tik- tik’ karke chat-box pe likhte hue .

Mujhe acche se yad hai…

Yahi kaha tha tune..

“Chhodna chahta hu, par chhod nai pata”

Haha …

ye vahi hai ….jise’ Chhattisgarh ‘ka pehla akshar janne me bhi arso lgenge…

Ye vahi hai ..jise’ maati ki keemat’ , naali me bahaye gaye sarso lagenge. ..

vo kya guide krega tujhe…jo khud k sambandh me bas ‘errotic’ hona jaanta hai..

Vo kya btayega mujhe. .jo pyar ko pyar nahi.. .pyar ko nafrat maanta hai…?


Bade hi asaani se tune uski meri tulna karli..

Dekh to leta… ki mai kitni ‘straight’ hu..or vo kitna ‘Curly’ . ( vast difference)

Par mai to bhuli hui hu…

Ki andhon ko dikhayi nahi deta…

Tu bhi vahi hai…jo sooraj ki kirano ko

Band kamro me ‘panhaayi’ nahi deta…


Mujhse chhupakar baatein karna…

Mujhe kaise bhayega…

Fir bhi tu hai ziddi…I know…

Baaz nahi ayega…

Kyuki tujhme badle ki aag jo hai..

Vo galatfehmi se nikli hai…

Bas ek bar ko ankhen khol de yara…

Ye ‘Titli ‘(beautiful moment) hath se nikli hai…


Dimaag ki ladai dil pe bhari hai…

Koi nahi..m hoping for the best…

Tujhse pyaar karna jaari hai ..

par fir bhi tujhe vo yadein yaad aayengi..

Fir se tu kahega “mai rehna ni chahta”

Fir paas jayega uske…or kahega…

“mai chhodna chahta hu use…par chhod nahi pata”

#confused_mindset

#ready_to_love_again..

The Time

Just got shifted to a new flat..

The day ..ofcourse… started with the collection of tats..

Showing them their places ,

Didn’t even stand and stretch ,

Neither properly sat..

Leaving the traffic of Banglore ripped off..

My cab hustled towards the destined domain

Little I had irritation ..little was in pain..

Thinking of the efforts put in shifting..

Thinking ..”What about the ‘advance‘ (the advance money paid before occupying a paying guest) ,if it goes in vein!? ”

But then ,My Man was standing at the welcome door..

Ready to pick ..all my stress..all my stuffs

Relieved got I , …to the brain beneath my hair puff.. (hehe)

A short smile did set everything right..

to that every wrong thing which had held me tight…

And a tight hug …from him…

And a kiss on the forehead..

Made my day…

As….. He was there at level four..(4th floor)

And I .. took the first one .(1st ) and started exploring , to the core..

Now hastily dialled the number ,

Called my mom..and said,”

Just got shifted to the new flat “..

Everything is new…

The wardrobe, the doors,

The pelmets and the floor..

Including the agreement. Soon …all these measurable materials would be mine..

Except one thing ..

THE TIME…!

#Time_waits_for_no-one

Junoon ?

Jigar ki aag kehlo ,

Jo bujhi ,to ‘raakh’ kehlo..

josh jawaani sa..

Kuch to hai..

Jiska, jeena zaruri hai..

Kuch to hai..

Jiska, marne se pehle NAA marna zaruri hai..


Ankhon se lipte lakshya ki

Pal -pal nigraani karne wali..


Nashili aisi,

Jo jadoo sa karde,

Ziddi aisi ,

Jo apno ko piche chhod de..

vo ..kuch to hai..

Jiska , HONA zaruri hai..

Kuch to hai..

Jisse, duniya bhool , KHUD me KHONA zaroori hai..


Vo zaruri itna hai…

Jese …Jese tum saas lete ho

Or ‘kamina’ itna …

Jese ‘MAUT’ dhakele ho.!?.


kuch b kar guzar jane ki chaahat sa ..

Sapno ki potli ko baandh-ta..

Kuch to hai..

Jiska jeena zaruri hai..

Kuch to hai..

Jiska marne se pehle naa marna zaruri hai..

#Junoon

#18th feb